Decency

“How are you today?” you ask.

“Feeling” – I say – “the sadness of my flesh.
Heavy today as concrete blocks. 
It’s sand on my eyelids. It’s holes in my heart.
It’s bones weighed down
and muscles mashed. 
It’s an emptied throat and hollowed words.
It’s feet that never move.”

Not that I say this.
Not really.

“All right,” I say. 
“Okay,” I say.
“Keeping on,” I say.

As is necessary.

For pain, like beauty, wears a veil.
Clothes hide skin from all but one fit worshiper 

as words and songs our inmost hearts.   

Newmade

Wrapped in my womb and under my heart I took you outside tonight
to let the stars shine on you.

I breathed green night air and I stepped on green wings
and I let the stars shine on you.

I walked past the horn of a crescent moon and the sharp blue eyes of the sky
to let the stars shine on you.

I wondered your name and I strained my heart –

– to hear –

– perhaps –

your newmade soul –

and I let the stars shine on you.

Hands

Watching your young hands, deft in silver rings,
Combing through my hair
While I sit served – a sultaness –

I wonder at the riches of my world.

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Light

Bare feet on carpet,

slow steps and loosened hips, belly round with unborn child –

Like some household high priestess I unwrap the morning light,

unfold it out of curtains, shake it loose, and wait.