Possession

A golden world was given me
and I lost it somewhere – I’m not sure where

A golden world was given me
and I spoiled it with anxious hands

A golden world was given me
and I ran too fast to see

A golden world was given me
and I sulked that it was not more

A golden world was given me
and I wept and turned my back

A golden world was given me 
and I dared not touch it once

A golden world was given me
and I knelt far off and gazed

A golden world was given me
and I knew it was 

not 

Mine.

Soul Shy

Days long ago I wrestled with

God.

Stormed his walls and claimed his ear.

Today, I fidgeted, and watched my feet, and stammered a triviality.

How shy of you I am,
how anxiously I tiptoe now
going past your door,

for fear

that You might hear me.